| | I really should update this more, but everytime I think about it, I don't know what to write.
So much has been going on lately, that if I try to say it all, its just going to sound like an A.D.D. mess.
I'm having the best time of my life this year. I have some of the best friends in the world. There's no doubt in my mind that they will be there for me when I need them. This is a big deal to me because this is the first time I've truly felt this way. In highschool there was always that nagging feeling in the back of my mind. I do anything and everything for my friends, but half the time the favor was never returned. I still talk to maybe 4 people that I graduated with because it seemed that everyone cut ties with me after we threw our caps in the air.
Why is that?
Was it just convenience? We were all just friends because we were in the same classes, had the same lunch period. But now that we're spread out across the state, or states in some cases, its just too much to send a simple hello on IM, or an email to catch up? Are our lives so much different now that we don't have anything in common to talk about?
I've done the best I can to keep in touch with people. Hell on Facebook I think I have every possible way to contact me listed out.
But thinking too much into this puts other doubts in my mind. The people that this really pertains to will never read this anyway.
Last year this time, I was looking into other colleges to transfer to because the people I hung out with first semester were also looking to transfer. We're all still here, but I moved on. I found other people, that enjoyed life and just didn't sit around all the time complaining about our school. School is what you make of it, I realize that now. It doesn't matter that there really isn't anything to do here, it matters what you do with the limited stuff you have. I think my roommates and I have more fun playing cards late at night than most people have drinking.
Not that I have a problem with drinking, I like going out and having fun. My birthday party down at my sisters apartment may have been one of the greatest times I've had this year. I'll probably be going out tomorrow night and Friday night to celebrate my Irish heritage. :)
Okay, this entry is long enough. I'm going to go write part of my novel that I started again.
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